9.05.2011

yah i need to get better at writing


our little man is getting so big! it's so hard to believe how much he's grown already! oh that's right, i forgot to tell y'all WE'RE HAVING A BOY!!!! just what we wanted! we are so happy! he kicks and squirms so much! oh how i love the feeling :) spencer put his head on my stomach the other day and logan (what we are naming our son) kicked his face. the other night after i had fallen asleep i guess spencer had his hand on my stomach and logan kicked really really hard. I think it was his way of father son bonding through the womb. We are so excited for this little baby. I don't think i can wait another 3 months! we have the changing table all set up and a dresser too. We even bought cute lil outfits for him. Logan is already spoiled! Grandma Susan buys him lots of clothes and soft blankies! he also got a blankie and burp clothes from Nana Banks too. And my neighbors from back home, the cravens (LOVE EM!), made him a little blankie to go in the crib! I just can't wait to snuggle little Logan and rock him to sleep and smell the new baby smell and have him here in our arms. I know it's going to be hard work but I really have a strong feeling with him. (I'm sure I will feel this way about all of my kids) I know he's going to grow up to be someone wonderful and so strong! I, myself, hope for him to be so much like his daddy Spencer. I want people to see my son with my husband and say, "he looks just like you." *with a lil of mommy in him too lol This little boy, our little boy, is going to be an amazing person. someone who is kind and gentle, shy but with a personality, deep eyes that melt your soul and hands that melt your heart. I can't wait for you little Logan. Mommy and Daddy (and everyone else) can't wait to meet you! December can't come soon enough but I'm going to try and enjoy being pregnant and having our little moments now because this time in life only comes once. I am so grateful for this experience. I always wondered if I would have the opportunity to bear a child. Now that it's here it's so hard to believe. It really is the best time in the world. The time when you get to become a mom. no matter how fast it happens. Being a mom is wonderful and I can already tell that I am going to Love it!!!

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