So as i sit here, on my bed eating cake at 2:00 in the morning contemplating life, i have come to the conclusion that you have to do that which makes you happy. Sometimes people get hurt. but when it comes to things that effect the future so greatly, it's above all most important that you look out for yourself and make the decision that you can spend the rest of your life with.
Love is a complicated emotion. It very much is possible to love more than one person. There are, however, different levels of love. there is physical love, spiritual love, emotional love just to name a few. different people come on different levels. but one thing is for sure. Love is Love. You are going to fall in love with that one person that you know you will be with for the rest of your life.
I always knew i'd just know when the time came. You don't expect to suddenly fall into love. But i suppose that that is exactly what happened. one day i was so set on not letting it happen and the next i know that it's right. i knew it was right all along. i was just so set on pushing it off because i can't hurt someone.
All i know is that i am the happiest i've ever been. When it's right it's right and you know it and feel it.
